Crew Member Discloses Depression Following Wave of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the journey.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and performed experiments during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after reaching space, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the flight, including spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that passed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also featured experts in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.